The Gift of Change Is Humbling Me

Walking down my stairwell one week ago. Photo Credit: Tremaine L. Loadholt

On Thursday, October 31, 2024, I was hired for a Patient Navigator position with HALO Precision Diagnostics (HALO DX). The company’s motto is, “Saving lives with early disease detection.”

To put it rather plainly, I will educate patients on the importance of genetic testing for early detection of various cancers (Breast, Lung, Prostate, Neuro, and Heart/Cardiac) and get them scheduled for our services.

The beautiful thing about this new career is that I will be placed at the previous facility where I worked before transitioning to a work-from-home position. I know the place like the back of my hand, and a lot of my old co-workers are still there, and are extremely happy I will be onsite again.

The process has been rigorous and I am still going through security screening for the site as a Non-exempt employee. The position is a newly created one for the host site, which is Novant Health (MedQuest) Imaging Center Piedmont and HALO DX has partnered with this site to drive home their services to qualifying patients.


Friday, December 06, 2024, was my last day with Radiology Scheduling. It was bittersweet. A lot of tears were shed and so many sweet, detailed, and loving messages were sent my way.

We had our company Christmas dinner on Thursday night, and much to my surprise, I was recognized and honored for maintaining 96% or higher throughout the entire year for QA for my calls. I handled two big markets and various modalities, and I was skilled in over 30 sets for the department.

So, maintaining that percentage range was more than impressive to the higher-ups.

I was allowed to select whatever I wanted as a gift, and being the person that I am, I opted for a Novant Health-themed hot/cold tumbler. I’m already in love with it!

We had a great time at the Christmas party and all of the higher-ups told me if this new endeavor doesn’t work out, all I have to do is call or send an email, and I would be welcomed back with open arms.

I do not foresee this new position becoming a problematic one. Everything about it has been calculated and God-led. I’ve been listening for His voice and heard it loud and clear when He advised me to hit the ground running the old-school way and apply for jobs.

Following that method led me to my old site and the center manager informed me she had a position in mind for me . . . and here, we are.


On Monday and Tuesday of this coming week, I’ll be working from home to complete the first few big training sessions for HALO DX. When we have received the notification of my screening clearance, I will be able to begin training and shadowing onsite.

I am nervous, afraid, excited, happy, and sad, but I am so ready for this change. Having worked from home for the last four years, I can feel myself becoming quite the recluse, and I am shaking myself back to some semblance of normalcy.

Whatever I can do to continue to help people in a multitude of ways as it pertains to their health and the prevention of various cancers and diseases, I am all for it!

The butterfly in me has been waiting to emerge. I am no longer cocooned, and I am excitedly waiting to see what this change has in store for me!


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gravitate

we’re living in the last
days of working together
and both of us are losing
peace, but we don’t want
to admit it.

she thinks my leaving would
cause me to gravitate toward
another or forget her or let
go of what we’ve built, and
I’m shouting from the highest
of heights that this is
false.

we are connected in a way
that cannot be damaged.
she knows this–holding on
makes her feel like she’s
letting go.
“We are so much more than
work-related. This environment
doesn’t define us.”

and she sees, then hears
those words, but fear is
still a marker I have to fight.
“I say what I mean, and I mean
what I say. We will still be us.”

I know insecurity lies
in the depths of her beating
heart and at the base of
her troubled mind, but I’m
giving her my word.

“You can’t say I haven’t kept
my word. For as long as
you’ve known me, I have
never disappointed you.”
she admits the truth of this,
yet I still have to kick through
past culprits to show her
I am who I say I am.

tomorrow is a day we don’t
want to see.
there are mixed feelings, but
an inkling of happiness
caresses my heart.
I am changing even though I’m
scared to death.
I am moving on from a place
I’ve known for years . . .

and she thinks the gravity
of the intensity of this
change will move me away
from her, too.
try as I might, I can only
do what I have been doing.

I cannot make her believe.

October’s Blindside on a Sunday Night

The night sky winks
At the purple moon.
October is almost in
The rearview and November
Waits with bated breath.

The dog stretches in her bed.
She kicks her back leg out,
Wiggles her creaking body,
And turns over to another set
Of dreams.

The TV is background noise
While I give birth to
Two poems, microfiction,
And a lamentation that’s been
Trapped in my heart for a week.

Monday is around the corner,
Shaking its head at the job
Ahead of it–it loathes us just
As much as we do it.

Sunday kicks its feet up,
Positions itself comfortably
On my couch, and kisses the
Night goodbye.

Tomorrow, I’ll be drowning
In headaches of the pre-meditated
Kind–they’ve been
Waiting for me to clock in.

The Weekend Is for Fun and Relaxation

After a rough week, I am glad to see the weekend!

Photo by Polina Tankilevitch on Pexels.com

What I do isn’t easy. I try to explain to people who ask what I do for work what I do instead of just stating my title. But, I’ll start there today–my job title. I am a Patient Experience Navigator, III, formerly a Central Scheduling Specialist, III. I schedule patients for radiological scans and invasive procedures.

My daily goal is to be sure my patients get the best scheduling experience possible, and I make or exceed my goal with every encounter. How? I love speaking to people, however, I am not a socially-thriving person outside of my work duties. I am an introvert and I prefer peace and quiet and I have a small circle of friends.

I take a wide range of calls, both inbound and outbound, and work various queues when they are assigned by our Work Force Management Team. I am well-versed in two different big markets (Greater Winston-Salem, NC & Greater Charlotte, NC) and I operate in four different pods, skilled for sixteen various forms of calls. Are you still with me? To put it plainly, I can learn anything and am used basically everywhere.

I am one of forty cross-trained agents and the only agent cross-trained in two big markets who also works the number of skills and pods that I do. I also train new hires part-time. I tackle our Teams chats for our Guru and SuperUser chats, which means, I answer questions all day (whenever assigned) and add on patients for appointment slots many agents do not have access to see.

To make it even plainer, my team depends on me, and I depend on them.

I am high-functioning with a double dose of energy and I am keen on how I operate while being detailed-oriented. There is no one in our department like me. And that’s really thanks to my brain and how it’s wired. I have hundreds of zip codes and cities memorized and can tell an agent where to schedule a patient based on their city (or county) and zip code. So, as you can imagine, my personal Teams chat and email blows up regularly. I get messages from our supervisors, other agents, our referring providers’ offices, etc.

Adjusting to a new queue

This past week, I was assigned to the oncology queue because my co-worker who works that particular queue was on vacation. I have never worked the oncology queue by itself. I typically take the oncology calls that come in or are placed outbound, but I have never worked the entire queue. Let me tell you . . . I have a newfound level of respect for my co-worker.

I am an Empath, so the majority of my calls can be heard (and seen; our calls are not only recorded, but visual displays of us operating in the system are recorded, too) with me empathizing with our patients. I am also the type of person who can track moods and adjust to them accordingly.

A phone call with me will render you feeling differently than before you answered my call or I answered yours. I assure you. If you’re sad, my goal is to make you laugh. If you want to vent. I am here to listen. If you are not feeling so hot and chemotherapy sessions have you nearly at your wits’ end, I can drum up something to say as a means of comfort. That being said, my calls tend to be a bit longer because of this, but my higher-ups do not care. They know I am doing the job necessary and I do not get penalized for it and it does not affect my quarterly metrics. I get 96.09% or 100% throughout every month for my calls.

Because of this, my calls are used in training sessions throughout our markets, so, many agents know my voice. When we have company functions and I finally meet these new agents, when I speak, they actually shout, “OMG, TRE! It’s you! I listened to you every single day for two months!” or something to this effect. I still haven’t gotten used to this and I am often bewildered by it, but grateful they’re learning, too.

Oncology is a BEAST! There are so many invasive procedures and specialty scans to schedule and they are often ordered with a priority of ASAP (to be scheduled within 3-7 days) or EMERGENT (to be scheduled within 24 hours).

The providers, I believe, are rushed as well because most of the orders placed are incorrect and have to be documented as such and sent back for clarity and updating. I had the Greater Charlotte Market Oncology queue this past week and I am still overwhelmed by this week’s events.

At one point, there were over 310 orders in the queue. Whenever I cleared 15 orders, 20 more would appear. It is a neverending and constant workflow of exhausting review and scheduling. I also ran into leaving a TON of voicemails. Why? Most patients are in some form of therapy (to assist with pain) or treatment when a call is placed to them, so they are unavailable to answer the call. Our method for calls: we place three calls over 6-8 days.

If a patient has not responded to those 3 calls, a letter is sent to the patient notifying them of the attempt to schedule their appointment ordered by their Oncologist and then the order is sent back to their Oncologist so they are aware.

By the end of the week, I felt positive I had at least five more gray hairs. But I ended Friday with only 154 orders in the queue. I tackled it to the best of my ability with the assistance of another agent on Wednesday and Thursday so we could get the order number down below 200, and we DID IT!

The oncology queue has gotten so maddeningly insane that it is impossible to be manned by only one person. I now understand what my co-worker has been telling me over the past few months. She is mentally drained and thoroughly exhausted by the end of each day. I can say now, I know why.

I am grateful to see the weekend

After tackling the oncology queue and going about my days as usual responding to emails and chats, I am so happy to see this weekend. It came right on time! It has been a rough week, and I am completely drained from it. We have our company cookout today from 11:00 AM until 2:00 PM. I am about to get myself ready to go to it and spend about an hour and twenty minutes there.

It is going to be one of the hottest weekends on record, so I will not stay long. My people meter depletes after a certain amount of time. One of my Work Force Managers will usually pull me to the side and say, “You look out of it. Is your people meter at 0?” She knows me well. I’ll usually laugh and say, “YOU KNOW IT!” And shortly after, I will leave.

I intend to read, relax, cook, and watch movies this weekend. I will also treat myself to a seafood lunch later today from one of my favorite family soul food restaurants.

After the week I’ve had, I’ve earned it!

NaPoWriMo #13

hard-earned money that never lasts

9-11 hour days
that include overtime
as extra money for
a trip home, vet visit,
and upcoming car
tag renewal have me
exhausted

the grind is essential
“they say” to maintain
a certain status quo

I just want to do everything
I need and want to do
without being too
tired to do everything I
need and want to do

don’t you