today, I’ll visit my crush, spend time twiddling thumbs, give housewarming gifts, and listen to her laugh.
it’s fading; how I feel for her–fleeting, and that tells me time is preparing me for a different phase, peppering me with other things with which to be concerned.
and isn’t it funny? how life has a trickle down of happenings to keep us on our toes even when we’re so tired of dancing.
A quick selfie before I raced back onto the skating rink. Photo Credit: Tremaine L. Loadholt
I am in tune — my body connects with my soul as I rolled around the skating rink.
Life has a funny way of bringing you back full circle — to where you should have been a decade ago, but here you are now … ready to dive into a pastime and you cannot remember why you let it go.
The music is blasting — speakers are thumping with artists you wish you could meet in person. The strobe light spins and shines … this is your forgotten wonderland — your place of peace.
As I smoothly circled around the hardwood floor, hoodie swaying in the breeze, I would’ve paid good money to see how wide the smile was on my face.
My past used to torture me; it used to send me into a downward spiral and the climb upward always catapulted me into a fretful fit. And now, there’s this — this pure goodness I should’ve welcomed back with open arms before today.
But maybe it wasn’t time yet. Maybe I hadn’t reached the place of growth I needed to reach, and God is always on time.
So, I am here … back in this space that sends me into an armful of happiness with much leftover to share — rolling around the rink, reminiscent of my past as I share it with my present.
I put on an old pair of jeans on Thursday morning, and could finally fit them after not being able to for two years. Photo collage credit: Tremaine L. Loadholt
I’m down fourteen pounds my body is smiling, too this gift won’t curse me
And I just want to say, my body is feeling it, and I’m sure, will be feeling it well into the night and most of this coming week, but it was so worth it!
My skates. I’ve named them, “Salt & Pepa”. I sure did. IYKYK.
I intend to make this a weekly thing; retraining my body toward skating and picking up another source of exercise.
I enjoyed every moment of it, and I am so happy I shook off the fear and jumped back into something I truly love.
I may be getting older, but I won’t let aging sideline me!
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