“Everything I do is in remembrance of you.”

The moment I (and maybe you, too?) have been waiting for is finally here! Scattered Words: Poems for Jernee Timid Loadholt is live, and can be purchased in both eBook ($11.00 USD) and Hardcover ($26.00 USD) formats via Lulu.com. The hardcover format has been approved for Global Distribution, but I have no earthly idea when Amazon, Barnes & Noble, and other online retailers may pick it up for distribution. Amazon did not start distributing Sรฉduire: Serial Tales & Flash Fiction until nearly a year later, so I am not approaching this with the mindset that they or any other major book retailer would move this book before that timeframe.
Many of us like to use the phrase, “My blood, sweat, and tears” went into creating this, but I can actually say this as a fact. I’ve cried. I’ve sweated. I’ve lost blood… all in the name of producing this book in honor of my sweet baby girl, whom I miss terribly. I hope… truly hope that I am making her proud.
A blurb about Scattered Words…
In Scattered Words: Poems for Jernee Timid Loadholt, the author wants you, the reader, to experience Jernee in totality and understand why she has lost the greatest companion she has ever known. If you have ever grieved the loss of a pet, many of these poems will not only resonate with you, they will set up holding spaces in your mind, crawl into your heart, and retreat only when they have been commanded to do so.
You will laugh, cry, nod in agreement, and reminisce about your furry family member(s) and how they have become your strength. Grief is not linear, and every creeping moment it decides to invade your heart, there is a poem in this book to greet it.
In Scattered Wordsโฆ, Tremaine celebrated, lamented, grieved, loved, and released Jernee Timid Loadholt. Every day, she will probably do these things againโnot necessarily in that order.
If you have never met a dog who had the uncanny ability to be more memorable than some of the people you know, with this book of poems, you will have your chance.
The Specs: What will you receive, and what should you expect when you purchase it?
Scattered Words: Poems for Jernee Timid Loadholt includes 4 sections, 24 poems, and 9 original photos (digitally animated by Google Gemini). It is comprised of 40 pages, and shares the life and death of 1 dog who is no longer with us.

The photography is in color and cartoonized. The font is big enough for those of us with visual impairments and aging eyes to see. The cover is a hard one… I want this book to stand the test of time and any possible minor damage that could occur to it. It is 8.5 x 11, durable, engaging, and one you can share with your friends, family, children, grandchildren, and students.
Four months later, this is how I remember my love: introducing her to some and reminding others of who she had been to me.
I hope you will allow me to do that. I hope you can understand why I need to do it. I hope you will respect what she had been and who she still is to me. Thank you so much for your undying support. I appreciate all of you more than you can ever know.
Scattered Words: Hardcover $26.00 USD|Scattered Words: eBook $11.00 USD
I am on Substack as well. Poking the Bearโs Belly for Fun is a place of healing, as I discuss recent events related to my previous place of employment, including racism and discrimination, the growth I experienced after resigning from that company, and the foibles and overall experiences of life. I welcome your visit.

Congrats, trE,
Just ordered it, still a “real” book lover. In particular for poems and fiction.
Looking forward to getting to know Jernee. We’re all animal lovers here in my family. They truly make our lives rich. Wonderful way to cherish the memory and their life.
All the best!
Jan
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wOW! Tbat’s awfully sweet of you, and I truly appreciate it. Thank you!
I am going through the motions this morning, as we are in the middle of a winter storm, and my baby girl, loved the snow. *Sighs* Grief is a process.
Peace and blessings to you and your family. ๐๐พ๐ฉต
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Congrats, Tre! A book of poems is always such a gift. And I suspect yours would touch the heart; Iโm a dog lover who hasnโt had a pet in yearsโฆ Iโm certainly looking forward to reading this book. Thank you for the gift of words. Wishing you all the successโฆwhatever it looks like for your book!
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Thank you so much, Khaya! I miss my baby girl every single day, but I am so happy to be able to share her with everyone, even in death. She was such a huge part of my life. *Big hugs*
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Ordered! Delivery in two weeks (ish) โย I like hard copies!
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Aww! Thank you, Jack! ๐๐พ๐๐พ๐๐พ Yes, sir! You’re quite like me, I love to hold a book in my hand and do all the bookish things. LOL!
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Itโs soo exciting itโs out. Your love for your sweet Jerne is such a gift to all !! โฅ๏ธ
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Thank you. I appreciate you!
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This is truly beautiful, trE. Jernee Timidโs memory lives on forever.๐๐ธ๐
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Thank you, Shaun! Thank you. ๐๐พ๐ฉต
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Youโre welcome!๐
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Congratulations my dear trE! ๐๐ผ๐๐ผ๐๐ผ Oh, I am sure Jernee is all smiles looking down from Heaven! ๐๐ค๐ถ What an endearing way to kick off the year sis! ๐
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Thank you, Kym!.โค๏ธ๐๐ฉต
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You’re so very welcome my dear trE! All the best in all of your endeavors sistah! ๐๐๐ฅ
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I appreciate that, truly.
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You’re so very welcome trE! ๐ฅฐ๐๐ผ๐
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So thrilled to see this completed.
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I am, too. I can breathe a bit easier now. Thank you, Peggy! โค๏ธ๐๐ฉต
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Congratulations, I know Jernee meant the world to you and this is a wonderful way to remember her life.
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Thank you, Pooja. Yes, she was my baby girl for real. *Big hugs*
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You’re most welcome and I totally understand ๐
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Congrats, trE! Iโm gonna have to wait until B&N has it, so I can read it on my Nook.
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Who knows when that’ll be, if ever. They never did pick up Sรฉduire, only Amazon. It’s so weird how distribution is these days. No worries, Kathy!
Thank you so much! โค๏ธ๐๐ฉต
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Congratulations, Tre. Will share on my blog today.
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Aww, Nigel! Thank you so much, sir! I appreciate you. ๐๐พโ๐พ๐๐พ
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Don’t mention it. Always happy to so my part.
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