agony
I’ve written a book of poems
no one can read right now
without crying or feeling
like their heart will raise itself
up out of their chest, and walk
away willingly.
it helped me–to flesh out those
poems–to lend them to the air
around me, and grieve . . .
truly grieve as each day passes.
it’s in phases.
sad to acceptance to mourning
to celebrating the life she
lived and being grateful to
share the same blood with a
human being so God-damned
special.
I know the agony my family
feels as they struggle through
each poem.
I know the pain that creeps in,
sits at attention, and waits
to be acknowledged.
I know all of this because I
wrote the words that causes
the pain that helps me heal.
Yes and Amen beautiful book of poems πππππ
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The first stanza forced a rueful splutter in mirth at recognition. One can take the poor thing out and set it somewhere and watch it throb – to save it. Writing is a relief. The grief has to go somewhere.
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Amen, Petru. Amen. Thank you.
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Sorry for your grief, keep writing pouring it out with your words.
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Thank you. I appreciate that
I’m going to.
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Yes, the grieving process for the agony of the family. We can all relate.
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Peace. Thank you for reading.
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Itβs true what you say about grief, itβs a long slow process and writing is therapy. Iβm glad itβs helping you heal!
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Thank you, Kim. I’m glad it is too! And I’m glad you’ve found what works for you too with writing & therapy. πππΎ
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I hope you can healβeven just a bit.
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Thank you, Peggy!
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I think Chrissy is feeling very honoured. π€π€π€
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Thank you, Peter. I hope she’s smiling. I feel like she is. πππΎ
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Oh, I feel the pain behind this poem, Tre…It really strikes a chord in my heart.
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Peace, Tien. Thank you for reading. ππΎ
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