A poem for Jaidynn
it seems like yesterday, I was holding
you up to the sky, above my head,
listening to your giggling gurgles,
then bringing you back down
to me, the look of complete satisfaction
planted on your infant face.
you were a lightning bolt of energy,
an independent force who learned
quickly how to move around
in our crazy world and now, at age
6 . . . I feel like I’m losing you.
a trip to the park becomes bonding time
your GiGi says we need and I walk
with you, your hand in mine, as we sway
them in the summer breeze.
you are a gymnast — bending and flexing
your way through obstacles, nothing fazes
you — nothing stops you.
I wish I had your courage— did I ever?
a Leo in a land of lions, you are
inquisitive with just the right amount
of curiosity trailing every question and
I hope I have shared the best answers
with you, my love.
these days are passing us by
quicker than I can count them and
I pray I am not missing out on
bigger things keeping to myself as I sometimes do.
but you know me, you see my smile
as a welcome mat and you pounce
on me — clinging to my chest and
I wrap you in my arms for the
longest hug I can give. I don’t want
to let go. I never want to let go.
I have to, though. eventually, I
will have to let go and watch you
become the lioness the stars
blessed you to be. while I nestle
over here in the shadows of
your love, please don’t forget
your big cousin who will pull words
from the sky’s heart, wrestle a
world of liars, and battle a
carriage full of woe-is-me-ers to
keep you safe.
anything to gift you mother earth’s
peacefulness and blessings.
you deserve nothing less.
*Today’s Jaidynn’s sixth birthday. My lil puddin’ is quickly growing up to be a not-so lil puddin’ anymore and well . . . I am a bit in my feelings about that. Happy Birthday, sweet girl.
Originally published via Medium.
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